i can’t be any worse than THAT, right??
i’m guilty of being clingy and needy for quite a while now and it seems this pathetic phase isn’t going away for quite some time. i hate it and yet i can’t help it!
i know i should focus on training (and i do, believe me) and i’ve been so tired that i don’t have the energy to go out anymore during weeknights. and yet, i want my sweetie to come see me at night, even to the point of intentionally playing the naruto dvd to make him not notice the time and eventually end up sleeping over at my place. it worked for a few times, which makes me hysterically happy.
and now, he’s been busy with work/school that i don’t actually see him anymore. i know i shouldn’t ask him to come see me bec he’s working and studying and yet i can’t help it! i end up still asking him to! he’ll say sorry he can’t and i end up feeling really sad and crying..
what has gotten into me?
take this pathetic alter ego out of me puhleeeeaz!!!
September 19, 2007 at 2:33 am
it’s just a phase… we shall get over this clingy/needy phase soon… harharhar…
in line with your post, I think i’ll see less and less of my boyfriend since he wants to work around the north area, and that gives us only the weekends to see each other. sucks.